So far i'm loving every minutes of my 2018. Not because it's all about flowers and rainbows.. but.. because the final of my 2017 had taught me the real meaning of life.
Me on Dec '17
credit: GIPHY
I was totally freaked out last year. I quit my job with no proper planning on what to do next. Oh wait !!! I do have an idea what to do after quitting my job.. it's just that things doesn't go the way I wanted it to be and I decided to gave up.. yup maybe I doesn't have the grit or maybe I gave up to easily. I don't wish to mention why I gave up over here. At least not for this post (maybe I'll make a post about it..MAYBE okay). Because we might drifting from the original subject.
I've never intended on making this blog personal at first. To me my personal life, my daily activities, my loved ones should remains unknown to outsiders. Because what we seen from the outside doesn't really portrays the inside. I hate being judge and I hate it more when people who doesn't knows any single things about me and my life judging me. You shouldn't underestimate the power of social media!! The power of going viral.. it's crazy how with just a click someone's life can turn upside down.
When I first started to blog, I thought of monetize this blog.. yup! with a little bit of cooking talents. I think why not making money with sharing and teaching people how to cook certain dish..but then.. I realized I didn't cook nice food everyday.. did I just give up again???hahaha.. I think it's because that wasn't really what I'm passionate about and perhaps because I still couldn't discover what I'm good at..fyi .. i'm jack of all trade, master of none kind of person.
As life getting tougher through the end of 2017.. I've came to accept that what I really wanted was just to be nice to everyone.. I wanted to stop talking about others and start focusing on beautifying my inner soul.. I wanted to be able to share my rizq (happiness and money). I wanted to be a good daughter to Umi.. I wanted a life where I get my part of dunya without sacrificing my akhirah.. I know it's quite impossible.. but then another voice inside of me tells me that nothing is impossible for Allah S.W.T..
And now.. this year.. I'm gonna keep my dua's game strong.. I will do all the things that I've always wanted to try.. I wanna give out more even if it's just a smallest amount.. And I wants to know more about Al-Wadud.. The One who has never failed to love me at bad.. The One who give me hope.. The One who always there to help me.
Me on Dec '17
credit: GIPHY
I was totally freaked out last year. I quit my job with no proper planning on what to do next. Oh wait !!! I do have an idea what to do after quitting my job.. it's just that things doesn't go the way I wanted it to be and I decided to gave up.. yup maybe I doesn't have the grit or maybe I gave up to easily. I don't wish to mention why I gave up over here. At least not for this post (maybe I'll make a post about it..MAYBE okay). Because we might drifting from the original subject.
I've never intended on making this blog personal at first. To me my personal life, my daily activities, my loved ones should remains unknown to outsiders. Because what we seen from the outside doesn't really portrays the inside. I hate being judge and I hate it more when people who doesn't knows any single things about me and my life judging me. You shouldn't underestimate the power of social media!! The power of going viral.. it's crazy how with just a click someone's life can turn upside down.
When I first started to blog, I thought of monetize this blog.. yup! with a little bit of cooking talents. I think why not making money with sharing and teaching people how to cook certain dish..but then.. I realized I didn't cook nice food everyday.. did I just give up again???hahaha.. I think it's because that wasn't really what I'm passionate about and perhaps because I still couldn't discover what I'm good at..fyi .. i'm jack of all trade, master of none kind of person.
As life getting tougher through the end of 2017.. I've came to accept that what I really wanted was just to be nice to everyone.. I wanted to stop talking about others and start focusing on beautifying my inner soul.. I wanted to be able to share my rizq (happiness and money). I wanted to be a good daughter to Umi.. I wanted a life where I get my part of dunya without sacrificing my akhirah.. I know it's quite impossible.. but then another voice inside of me tells me that nothing is impossible for Allah S.W.T..
And now.. this year.. I'm gonna keep my dua's game strong.. I will do all the things that I've always wanted to try.. I wanna give out more even if it's just a smallest amount.. And I wants to know more about Al-Wadud.. The One who has never failed to love me at bad.. The One who give me hope.. The One who always there to help me.
Wrote by
Fariha Rahim
